sigh

another $5 for the charity jar.

i wasn't feeling grateful yesterday. so i didn't post. it wasn't even cause i forgot. i was just that bummed out. jason flaked out and went a little crazy. we didn't talk all day (for the parts i was home.) except for the part that he said he was empty and that i should sleep with barry bear (my oldest friend) if i needed something, oh, and the soup i made is good. i called him at lunch today and he seemed a little better. he got school stuff done (thats what his breakdown was about) and he said he loves me...so yea. i was even trying to figure out how much rent i could afford on my own...still no idea how we are. he's napping...i should wake him up. i think he's depressed.

i think we'll be starting counseling soon. we need it.


ummm, things i'm grateful for:

-going to work and the sun is out, leaving work and the sun is STILL out
-good soup
-working in a noisy place so i can sing out loud
-buses being on time
-basia bulat

in me:
the fact that i managed to not cry at work over the past few days

nice for j:
i got us a movie and chocolate so we can snuggle (?) and watch and eat. "i called to say i love you"