an epiphany

i have lot's of time to think at work.

i figured out, that i am healed. healed of the wrong done to me by my father. i have worked on it for a long time. but really, only time has made it happen. if all my experiences happened in a day, and i totally understood them, i would not be healed. my problem is now, that i've been hurting for so long. i'm still limping. the pattern of my life is still going in the same direction cause i've been doing it for SO long. and even i see that changing too.

it's neat.