tough stuff

i havn't written about a whole lot of personal stuff. i think i'd like to ignore the fact that things aren't 100%. i'm trying to be a better person. and my that i don't mean i am a horrible person. but i have never been concious of who i am or how my actions effect others. my therapist has givin me a whole lot of things to do. i'm SO frusterated because there is SO much. and maybe there isn't, but i have a tough time wrapping my head around all the things. anywho. thats all. i'm feeling a little over whelmed.
oh! also, jasons family talks about me...acctually, i'm sure my family talks about jason and your inlaws talk about you, but the difference is that jasons mom tells jason, then jason tells me and it sucks.
also, dylan has been complaining that i am being mean to him. i can definetly get on his case (i mean, what 8 yearold chews with his mouth open!! it drives me uts!). i think he's playing the politics. so i called him on it (in a very very nice way!!!) telling him that i was glad he told people that he felt i was being mean, becuase it's important to comunicate that kind of stuff to his mom. and that i was sorry if he felt that i was being mean and that next time he should let me know.


heavy stuff for monday morning!!

i hope heather can get the pics done soon!! i'd like to start ordering!!