silly bugger

poor old bean. jason is a mess. if he's not frothing at the mouth, he's annoying me, on purpose!!! so i beat him...
lol.
thanks for all your love everyone!
he came to his own conclution that it would be better off if he didn't die. there are too many people who depend on his love. granted he was stoned and i had wished i was recording it so i could play it back to him...
he decided they can have $20/month for the rest of his life.

on to more plesent things.
i'm going out today to buy fabric for the dress (look at "my wedding madness" for a pic of the pattern) maybe get shoes too. not really sure what kind of shoes. i don't want to wear heels. i'm thinking thos slip on east indian shoes. maybe ballet flats. or fekit, flip flops! not sure what sarah will wear. i told her anything as long as she doesn't look better than i do.

off to look for a job. anyone want to hire me as a receptionist??