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so, jason smokes pot. every day. i knew this. the problem arises. he has smoked since he was 12. that is 20 years. it has changed him physically. he doesn't know who he is without it. when he doesn't smoke for a few days (due to lack of) he is hyper. i'm sure that would change eventually. i fell in love with the pot smoking jason. will he be a different person if he ever stops? tonight the smoke made me feel ill. i asked him not to smoke anymore tonight. he got upset and said "what, now i can't smoke pot in my own house too? you knew i smoked pot" (the too was refering to smoking cigarettes in the house, or smoking cigarettes in general maybe, he just quit) the worry i have now is i don't want him smoking pot in the house when i am pregnant, or even once the baby is born. i don't think he'll have a problem with it, he doesn't smoke with dylan in the room. but his reaction tonight worrys me. i don't know.