i can't believe it's wednesday already (again)
i read in a freinds journal today about loosing freinds.
sometimes i feel like i have no freinds to loose.
and sometimes i wonder if i had a big wedding who would come.
and when the freinds i do think i have disapear, but are super nice when i see them i wonder whats going on.
long distance freinds don't count.
sometimes there is history that makes me a little worried.
and then there are people who i have rairly seen, but who i "see" on line and feel a connection to. and i think thats the wierdest freindship, cause imagine if we didn't get along in real life! that would be odd.
i know that my having 3 jobs and school cuts into freind time.
and that thankfully a lot of my friends are also working, raising children, going back to school.
friendships need to be worked on. i think a lot of times we feel that they don't. that they happen and we spend time together and thats it. but we are far from our highschool days.
i also sometimes wonder if people i consider friends, consider ME to be a friend.
like if i called them they'd be like "who? bec? ....oh, hi"
i should call some people.
i hope your move went well nate and erika!
my siser moved out. with 2 boys. close to me! dufferin and dundas.
sometimes i feel like i have no freinds to loose.
and sometimes i wonder if i had a big wedding who would come.
and when the freinds i do think i have disapear, but are super nice when i see them i wonder whats going on.
long distance freinds don't count.
sometimes there is history that makes me a little worried.
and then there are people who i have rairly seen, but who i "see" on line and feel a connection to. and i think thats the wierdest freindship, cause imagine if we didn't get along in real life! that would be odd.
i know that my having 3 jobs and school cuts into freind time.
and that thankfully a lot of my friends are also working, raising children, going back to school.
friendships need to be worked on. i think a lot of times we feel that they don't. that they happen and we spend time together and thats it. but we are far from our highschool days.
i also sometimes wonder if people i consider friends, consider ME to be a friend.
like if i called them they'd be like "who? bec? ....oh, hi"
i should call some people.
i hope your move went well nate and erika!
my siser moved out. with 2 boys. close to me! dufferin and dundas.
posted by becca at 10:03 AM
3 Comments:
the moov was good. not too much to complain about ;)
things are going well in the new place so far. we haven't had any issues with anything that we've moved or changed.
friends are interesting characters. they are like drugs. some are good, some are bad. some make you feel good, some make you feel bad, and some just do nothing.
so.. yeah... you work lots these days, huh?
rain:
it's really funny that i call you rain in my head. if we ever get to hang out more i might have to start calling you that for real.
anywho. yup. i let go of a few people before they got wierd. i thought "do i really want my children hanging out with them?" and not that character isn't good...you know what i mean. you just said it...
dude:
good. i'm sorry i didn't help.
i'm working too much and am hoping to not so many days.
NEED to see you guys SOOOOOOON
well
good
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