boderline

therapy is going well. my doc. thinks i am "normal". ie, don't need to be on meds. he had mentioned that i might have borderline personality diorder. but now he thinks i'm not so far gone and that as long as i keep at it i won't get so far gone as to need treatment. if i had let it slide i may have gotten worse and ended up like winona ryder in girl interupted. my therapist is retiring in 3 weeks. i am scared to go to another therapist. so right now i'm going to work on it myself. with the tools he gave me. or taught me how to use. cause i've always had them.


i might end up woking for my cousin sewing stuff. i don't know if it will be full time or not, but it's something. and through her i might be able to move my stuff! woot! and learn a few things. she makes really cute purses and is selling them in stores. i'll let you know what stores so you can go see....i don't think she has a website.


going to my moms for dinner. yay sh'e back from italy! and i get a new leather jaket! yay!